Bobby & I...In One of My Moments...Run & Hide!!

Does anyone else out there go prehistoric carnivore and attack, maime and try to devour the ones you love?

This is not to say that I don't have many good moments and qualities but sometimes I just go ballistic and I'm never really sure when this will happen. I can only guess that these moments, which have only happened with my parents & brother back in the day and with Bobby since we married, are a part of my guarded essense.

The truly scary thing is that I believe as we get older and our guards continue crumble we will see who we truly are...the good, the bad & the downright ugly. Yikes!

May God squash the selfish, destructive ugliness in me. And may I let Him and want Him to do it!